*yawns =x
i cant belief dat der 1st day of skool is so borin.. sians.. dun wan go skool aymore lerr.. bleah`s x) hahas.. 1st day of skool only and im sayin dis.. omg.. i still haf half a yr to go lehh.. cham.. die ler.. =x
i shld be happy.. but im not.. i cant help thinking dat am i lucky or wat? i tink i am bahh.. juz pure coincidence.. juz lucky.. i juz cant get happy leh.. i duno y oso.. damn.. =/ i didnt c him.. no, juz once.. dats it.. arghh.. skool life is so miserable.. change bandin = no more goin to e2 = i tink somehow some ppl will understand bahh.. =(
u'll nvr understand wat lies behind der smile..
u'll nvr understand why all those tears some by..
the tears are drownin my heart..
the tears made my sight blur..
i see no happiness ahead..
u'll nvr understand der pain of der slashes on my wrist..
its not der wound dat hurts..
its ur i-dun-care attitude dat kills..
i dun ask for alot more..
i juz wan a little more..
a little more care and concern..
juz like wat a normal fren deserves..
i hope im not deprived from all dat juz bcuz i like u..
i hope u can c me as juz a fren.. a normal fren..
dats it and im contented..
only till dat day, only can i live by my mind heart and soul..
not like now, those keepin me and remindin me dat im alive
are der slashes, blood and scars..
